I have to stop a moment.
I have to interrupt my workday to tell you how hard it is
to get through this day without smoking.
I am trying people.
I am trying. I barely made it through yesterday.
I finally broke during the break in trivia.
I smoked a Parliament Light and it was wonderful.
When I got home, I smoked a few of my Camel Lights. Also, wonderful.
But I decided to see how long I could go again without another nail in my coffin. I was fine up until an hour ago and now that achiness that I get from not smoking has combined with the fluish achiness I've been living with for the last week to make me entirely achy, cranky and miserable and desirous of a cigarette.
Maybe some chocolate would help.